{"id":513,"date":"2014-05-21T23:30:00","date_gmt":"2014-05-22T05:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/?p=513"},"modified":"2017-02-25T22:32:07","modified_gmt":"2017-02-26T04:32:07","slug":"twin-flame-fact-fiction","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/?p=513","title":{"rendered":"The Myth of the Twin Flame"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><b>I like my men like I like my cars&#8230;.European. &#8211; Ang\u00e8le Beaudoin <\/b><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">That is what I am telling myself &#8230; for now, anyway.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">I have driven Volvo, Mercedes, BMW and Audi \u2013 all good in each their own ways. If you were to ask me right now what is my <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">dream car, it would be a <a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/1187280_655550441123155_485312726_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright wp-image-637\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/1187280_655550441123155_485312726_n.jpg\" alt=\"1187280_655550441123155_485312726_n\" width=\"313\" height=\"330\" \/><\/a>BMW wagon, manual transmission,<\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">with a rich deep color &#8230; preferably custom \u2013 orange is my favorite. A <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">girl can dream right? And&#8230;it would be de-badged. That is when you take your hairdryer to the plastic lettering advertising the make and model of the vehicle on the rear and heat the glue so that you can carefully remove the letters. It leaves a nice and clean rear end. Love it! I <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">have enjoyed the treatment on two different vehicles now.Very pleased <span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">with the results. Small pleasures&#8230;<\/span><\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_1873\" style=\"width: 353px\" class=\"wp-caption alignleft\"><a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/Closeupphotoradar.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-1873\" class=\" wp-image-1873\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/Closeupphotoradar-300x222.jpg\" alt=\"The Edmonton Police Service kindly took a photo for me...\" width=\"343\" height=\"254\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/Closeupphotoradar-300x222.jpg 300w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/Closeupphotoradar-1024x760.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/Closeupphotoradar.jpg 1094w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 343px) 100vw, 343px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-1873\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">The Edmonton Police Service kindly took a photo for me&#8230;<\/p><\/div>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Will I be so forthright in the man department? Remains to be seen. Let us see how it goes down&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Somehow in my journey back to the single life &#8211; 3 years now &#8211; the only men to catch my attention have been few and most calling Europe home. Who knew?<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">I began into this realization after meeting a fine young Norwegian man at a conference in Hawaii, November 2011. There were very few Europeans there but leave it to me to sniff one out. Canada had some representation but the conference attendees were mostly Americans. I try to avoid naming names. If I am unsuccessful, this story can just fit into his legend. <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">My initial contact with this man <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">caught my attention right away. I was <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">jarred when he plopped into his seat a couple empty chairs down, arriving late to one of the talks. I remarked to myself that this was a huge vibration from what appeared a normal sized guy. There was a speaker who requested we partner up.\u00a0 Hello Mr. Norway. Fine. There was some sharing. I was to listen to him answer questions related to goals. I echoed back an answer to illustrate I was listening. Instantly, I doubted myself. I asked aloud, &#8220;Did you say that?&#8221; It was my perception that I read his mind. It was not the words I heard him speak that I answered back.\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">I was informed that I received an \u201cA\u201d <a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/10313612_10152238166839064_4764714711933585879_n-1.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-635\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/10313612_10152238166839064_4764714711933585879_n-1-300x298.jpg\" alt=\"10313612_10152238166839064_4764714711933585879_n-1\" width=\"350\" height=\"348\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/10313612_10152238166839064_4764714711933585879_n-1-300x298.jpg 300w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/10313612_10152238166839064_4764714711933585879_n-1-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/10313612_10152238166839064_4764714711933585879_n-1.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 350px) 100vw, 350px\" \/><\/a>(yeah for me!) and that he usually gives a hug for that. Certainly.\u00a0 Hug away&#8230; That little interaction had me upstairs in my hotel room eating Tarot chips emotionally within minutes &#8211; it was lunchtime. I could not even understand when he casually used my first language, \u201cBon appetit\u201d as we started our lunch break. My brain had short<\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">&#8211;<\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">circuited or something. Confusion starts. Is that a sign of something??<\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">\u00a0 Emotional eating is just not something that I ever do. I took notice of this fact and really wondered what was the big deal. He was just a <strong><em>man<\/em><\/strong>. &#8220;Who is this guy?&#8221;, I heard myself asking. I chose to sit several rows <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">behind him <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">in the next session and not take the original seat that would have put me beside this intriguing gentleman. I somehow decided that my hat was now necessary (to hide?)<\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"> \u2013 <\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">I laugh at myself. So I was <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">wondering away. \u201cMaybe he is too square for me?\u201d Not sure. As I am assessing things from my further vantage point, I noticed he casually scanned <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">left with his vision. Slowly his face came <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">around and stopped <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">when it had <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">found me. He nodded <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">to acknowledge me. Many rockets went <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">off \u2013 huge energetic reaction. It appeared <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">that he was looking for me. I could run but I could not hide. What the hell was this? Dear Lord&#8230;<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">Now I felt <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">like a teenager again. Kiiiind of cool(?).<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Conference continued. Sightings regularly but I was not very comfortable in my own skin it would appear (in hindsight). A shame&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">One of the final activities was a catamaran ride and then a luau. Hmmmm&#8230; Would be nice to have been on the same boat of the three ready for the group. No, <em>let it flow<\/em>. I was not on Mr. Interesting&#8217;s boat. But I did find excellent conversation with a Relationship Coach\/Author, Susan Bradley. <a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/557170_449349025087024_954781255_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright wp-image-695\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/557170_449349025087024_954781255_n.jpg\" alt=\"557170_449349025087024_954781255_n\" width=\"444\" height=\"350\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/557170_449349025087024_954781255_n.jpg 480w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/557170_449349025087024_954781255_n-300x236.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 444px) 100vw, 444px\" \/><\/a>One of the books she wrote is called \u201cHow To Be Attractive To The Opposite Sex\u201d. She recommended, even if you never read it, just place it out on your coffee table when you bring a date home. He will be turned on by the idea that you have read this book. She was so funny. <\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">Somehow, our conversation finds its way to my recent marital <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">separation. She strongly urged me to <em>give it one last try<\/em>. I instantly felt <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><b>no<\/b><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">, this did not resonate with me. She challenged me. She whipped out the <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><b>spiritual special, <\/b><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\">\u201c<\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">We have been put together on this boat for a reason\u201d. I quickly responded, \u201cno, this is not the reason\u201d. The reason became clear later at the Luau. It turns out she is a <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><b>flirting expert<\/b><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">. OK, now we are talking! Here I was <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">with one of the <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">world&#8217;s leading experts <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">in flirting. Yes! Sounded <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">perfect to me. She had some advice for another lady and I was all ears. She went so far as to playfully demonstrate the <strong>lines<\/strong> for us. It went like this:<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Susan approached a nice looking gentleman about her own age: Am I the first woman to flirt with you tonight?\u00a0 (This must be accompanied by touching the lucky gent as you ask.\u00a0 Very important!)<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Man: Uuuuh, Yes!<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Susan: Is there anyone who would be bothered with my flirting with you?<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Man: My wife and 4 kids might not appreciate it.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Funny! As we explained that she was the teacher of this technique, he sincerely complimented her. I liked the ring of it and had someone to try it out on right away. <\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">It took a few minutes before I spotted one of the first men -not the very first but that is another story- to catch my eye in 25 years.\u00a0 That just sounds weird doesn&#8217;t it? I was pleasantly surprised to see him face to face sitting at a <a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/10026_10151558822726296_1013344945_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright wp-image-652\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/10026_10151558822726296_1013344945_n.jpg\" alt=\"10026_10151558822726296_1013344945_n\" width=\"388\" height=\"559\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/10026_10151558822726296_1013344945_n.jpg 500w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/10026_10151558822726296_1013344945_n-208x300.jpg 208w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 388px) 100vw, 388px\" \/><\/a>table talking to \u2026.Susan herself. I sat myself right next to him as I listened to him answering Susan&#8217;s questions. She knew I was looking to flirt with someone specific and was dying to know who. I kept her in suspense until I subtly nodded my head to <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">clarify for her once I sat down. In the next breath she determined that he was single, no kids, never married. Saved me having to ask.\u00a0 I likely would not have&#8230; despite the fact that I wanted to know. It seemed that she was about to deliver the same advice to him as I had just received so I just demonstrated what she had taught me.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">His answer to \u201cAm I the first woman to flirt with you tonight?\u201d fingers resting on his forearm: \u201cAnd the last\u201d. Loved that answer!! I had to catch a red-eye after the Luau ended so it was very possible that I was not the last. The way I remembered <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">it was that the answer was followed by putting his arm around my shoulder. Nice. OK, I was planted to that chair despite the fact that it had been reserved by another hopeful lass. The short version of the story is that we enjoyed superficial conversation over dinner with the group. We walked through a buffet together. A few nice compliments were given which I basked in. Somehow, I found myself just out of context comfortable with him. I had my hand on either is leg or arm the entire night.\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">The following is an excerpt from an actual letter that I wrote and sent to him months after the original meeting.\u00a0 I have affectionately titled the letter &#8211; over 10 pages long, a euphemism for 19 pages!!- <em>sharing my crazy<\/em>.\u00a0 It was funny how I chose to write this small part in the narrator viewpoint &#8211; as if it was destined to be shared.\u00a0 That thought terrified me at the time but I took notice.\u00a0 It differentiated itself.\u00a0 I just had the urge to change the style.\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">Conversation was pleasant.\u00a0 I was very comfortable.\u00a0 Over the course of the meal, I observed myself with my hand on his leg or arm most of the time.\u00a0 After the sun had set and we were all enjoying the luau show, I found my <a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/420445_417667721622013_2038251556_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-683 \" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/420445_417667721622013_2038251556_n.jpg\" alt=\"420445_417667721622013_2038251556_n\" width=\"333\" height=\"497\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/420445_417667721622013_2038251556_n.jpg 644w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/420445_417667721622013_2038251556_n-201x300.jpg 201w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 333px) 100vw, 333px\" \/><\/a>head was resting on his shoulder.\u00a0 I could not stop myself from getting really comfortable, even humming &#8216;mmmmmmmm&#8217; with this proximity.\u00a0 He did not seem to mind.\u00a0 It felt so natural.\u00a0 I mention that &#8220;I cannot seem to keep my hands off you&#8221;.\u00a0 No answer but body language showed great comfort.\u00a0 Another woman came along (seemingly a fan).\u00a0 She asked if he was himself.\u00a0 &#8220;Yes&#8221;.\u00a0 Clearly she was taken aback seeing him with me.\u00a0 She asked if we were together.\u00a0 A lot of stammering and reaching for words.\u00a0 I think she landed on &#8220;are you with her?&#8221;\u00a0 He answered, &#8220;I am <strong>now<\/strong>&#8220;.\u00a0 Definitely consistent with his <em>live in the <strong>now<\/strong><\/em> philosophy.\u00a0 Can this be taken too far?\u00a0 Here it seemed very appropriate.\u00a0 A very authentic thing to say.\u00a0 I was so impressed with how graciously he handled the situation.\u00a0 I wonder how often this type of thing happens to him?\u00a0 He kindly got up and gave her a hug &#8211; the longer than average style he gives.\u00a0 I was slightly embarrassed for myself and her.\u00a0 I could not even look.\u00a0 I was curious now about the Facebook Page as this seemed the origin of her knowledge of him.\u00a0 The carriage was about to turn into a pumpkin as I had a flight home to catch.\u00a0 Everyone was standing to leave.\u00a0 I was feeling so authentic at that moment.\u00a0 I then looked at him for almost the first time that night as we had been sitting beside each other.\u00a0 His eyes were amazing.\u00a0 They shone.\u00a0 They sparkled in a way I had never before experienced.\u00a0 As I looked into them, I was bathed in such a warmth and love.\u00a0 I was overwhelmed.\u00a0 I looked away like a shy schoolgirl.\u00a0 I told him &#8220;you are a <strong>Beautiful Spirit<\/strong>&#8221; and I meant it with all of my heart.\u00a0 I was in completely uncharted territory but not terribly concerned &#8211; enjoying the moment so much.\u00a0 I am unsure but I think he said something along the lines that what I saw was just a reflection of myself.\u00a0 He was the mirror of my own Beautiful Spirit.\u00a0 I interpreted this to be a deep compliment &#8211; <strong>wow<\/strong>.\u00a0 I am pretty sure he said, &#8220;It is going to be so Beautiful&#8221;.\u00a0 I wish I could go back and ask him what he meant by this.\u00a0 I seemed to almost see a future with him &#8211; and children.\u00a0 Ang<\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">\u00e8<span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">le, you have a very active imagination or an intuition that might know something.\u00a0 Either way &#8211; so good.\u00a0 I mentioned, &#8220;you are ahead of me&#8221;.\u00a0 I was thinking in regards to <em>waking up<\/em>, being enlightened.\u00a0 Strange thing to say as I reflect back.\u00a0 He said, &#8220;<strong>It is not a competition<\/strong>&#8221; &#8211; a compassionate and kind remark.\u00a0 Instantly, I intuited that he has some psychic abilities and saw a bright future for me.<a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/photo-1.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright wp-image-664\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/photo-1.jpg\" alt=\"photo-1\" width=\"442\" height=\"442\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/photo-1.jpg 375w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/photo-1-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/photo-1-300x300.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 442px) 100vw, 442px\" \/><\/a>\u00a0 I was left unsure if he was seeing himself in that future or just my own Beautiful Path.\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">Either way, I trusted <\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">it will be so good. I trust and respect him in the deepest possible way. I sensed that I would not get his phone number or email because that is <em>old energy<\/em> style. If we were meant to be together another way would <\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">present itself. I gave an authentic hug and that was Bye for now. I was <\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">on cloud nine none the less. I could not even speak on the taxi ride back to the airport. I shared the ride with another conference <\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">participant \u2013 a female photographer from Europe. I quickly gave up on any attempts at social graces. I was<\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\"> just going to experience this moment for myself. It could easily have been <\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">interpreted that I was <\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">very closed and rude. It was likely very strange for Rudy, the taxi driver. He brought me to the hotel at the beginning of the trip. We had a strong connection so I arranged for him to pick me up at the end for my departure flight. I was very talkative and animated-effusive comes to mind- in the taxi the first time. He gave me what I took to be a lovely compliment. He guessed<\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\"> that I was a presenter and not just a participant \u2013 nice. It was dark on the ride to the airport and I was deep within myself \u2013 quite peaceful.\u00a0 Not <a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/10336758_516479661808779_5928974394218158662_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-674\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/10336758_516479661808779_5928974394218158662_n.jpg\" alt=\"10336758_516479661808779_5928974394218158662_n\" width=\"387\" height=\"314\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/10336758_516479661808779_5928974394218158662_n.jpg 484w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/10336758_516479661808779_5928974394218158662_n-300x242.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 387px) 100vw, 387px\" \/><\/a>a common occurrence. On the flight home, I was almost vibrating. I was so full of energy. I hardly slept but did not feel the need. I seemed to be just enjoying that peaceful depth of myself. When I landed in Edmonton the next morning, I recall many times taking off my glasses expecting that perhaps I would not need them anymore. I felt that this new energy within me might cure my shortsightedness- fairly weird. The idea came out of nowhere. Each time, it appeared that I did still need optical correction- ha ha. I put it in my mind to try to find a way to remove my need of glasses &#8230; and the gray hair.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none; text-align: justify;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\"><span style=\"background: #ffffff;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Excerpt of words shortly after the <em>share my crazy<\/em> letter.<\/span><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">\u00a0 I wanted to capture a few details that I had missed with the prior writing.<\/span><br \/>\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"background: #ffffff;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"> <span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">&lt;With my inability to keep my hands off of him,<\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">I wondered <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">what it would feel like to hold his hand. So I did <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">and he held <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">mine back \u2013 fe<\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">lt<\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\"> very natural. I perceived <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">that we both looked <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">down at our <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">two<\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\"> hands holding each other<a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/557946_453197801446187_224696302_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright wp-image-644\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/557946_453197801446187_224696302_n-200x300.jpg\" alt=\"557946_453197801446187_224696302_n\" width=\"333\" height=\"500\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/557946_453197801446187_224696302_n-200x300.jpg 200w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/557946_453197801446187_224696302_n.jpg 236w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 333px) 100vw, 333px\" \/><\/a> <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">and<\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\"> he very, very tentatively took <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">the free hand and timidly covered <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">my hand so now both of his hands were <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">around my one hand. This did not last long but I find myself remembering it this way. Was this symbolic? He had blocks to overcome in order to express his true feelings. The memory comforts <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">me. It felt <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">like confirmation that his own heart blocks to personal intimacy exist \u2013 that is OK. Love is unconditional. Perhaps there is only <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">one<\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\"> person who can unblock\/heal this Beautiful Spirit??? And that would be me&#8230;I have the keys to his locks and I have locks that fit his keys. <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\"><br \/>\n<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"background: #ffffff;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">I really wanted <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">to kiss him. What would that feel like? I asked to take a walk on the beach to which he declined stating that there were other people he needed to talk to. This did jar me back into reality: I was late for my arranged taxi ride to the airport \u2013 whoops! It was really time to go. I completely forgot about the details and ended up in the wrong place from where my luggage was &#8230; and the other person to share the taxi with. It all worked itself out.&gt;<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"background: #ffffff;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">&lt;<span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">At one point in the meal at the luau, there was a piece of coconut square dessert.\u00a0 I took one bite using the only fork.\u00a0 When he could not find another implement, he used the same one I had &#8211; with only the shortest hesitation.\u00a0 It struck me as bold and very intimate &#8211; the kind of thing couples do without a second thought.\u00a0 It warmed my heart to see him do it.\u00a0 Such a small gesture which I fondly recall.\u00a0 If he does this kind of thing with all women, it is easy to see how he has collected so many fans.\u00a0 When a sexy man uses the fork you just used, whoa baby, watch out.\u00a0 It is love &#8211; or is that the old 3D thinking?&gt;<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-left: 1in; margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Groovejet \u2013<\/span><\/span><strong><a href=\"http:\/\/youtu.be\/syOK6zmpOe0\" target=\"_blank\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"> If This Ain&#8217;t Love<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Loved this song when I magically discovered it on my playlist one day during the peak of my Twin Flame dreams. Felt like a synchronicity&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><i>I add May 12, 2014 \u2013 I heard another version of this song while shopping a couple of weeks ago. When I went to purchase the Hazzaro Remix \u2013 Lissat &amp; Voltaxx vs. Marc Fisher \u2013 version, I saw that there were a lot of versions in the itunes store. Guess I am not the only one to notice that song.<\/i><\/span><\/p>\n<p>When I returned home, my BFF asked, &#8220;Is he good looking?&#8221;\u00a0 Perplexed, I realized that I had no idea.\u00a0 Paused.\u00a0 I actually said, &#8220;I don&#8217;t know.\u00a0 He seemed like a God is how I recall&#8221;.\u00a0 Looked him up on Facebook and yes, he actually was very attractive.\u00a0It was irrelevant somehow.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">So I imagine these words paint the picture quite well. Ang<\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman,serif;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">\u00e8<\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">le had a little crush going on&#8230;or something. Within days of returning home, I obtained <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">his email (easily via one of the organizers \u2013 from Alberta, went to school at my University here in Edmonton. Small world.) and sent<\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\"> a few lines, including this link.\u00a0 Said it with a song:<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><strong><a href=\"http:\/\/youtu.be\/wUPOAS_S4hI\" target=\"_blank\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">I Am Aglow <\/span><\/span><\/a><\/strong><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">by Sarah Harmer<\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\"><strong>.<\/strong>\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">I wanted <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">to see him again. His answer ended with, \u201cMy plans are open.\u201d<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">Over the months, he had a way of never saying yes but never saying no either. I am nothing if not enthusiastic so until I would hear a <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><b>no<\/b><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">, I would <a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/577235_701617033197698_1819122634_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-668\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/577235_701617033197698_1819122634_n-300x280.jpg\" alt=\"577235_701617033197698_1819122634_n\" width=\"382\" height=\"356\" \/><\/a>keep my mind open. After my <em>sharing the crazy letter<\/em>, his response was short but pertinently included, \u201cI had no special feeling reading this\u201d. OK, that spoke <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">volumes. Out <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">of every experience that could be deemed negative there is a lesson. Things happen <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><b>for <\/b><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">us not <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><b>to <\/b><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">us. I can honestly say that two minutes following reading the disappointing response, I felt great peace and harmony.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">I admire Pema Chodron (a Buddhist nun) who has written many books and teaches. I read in one of her books that <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><b>no emotion, felt fully can last longer than 90 seconds<\/b><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">. I really grabbed onto the concept but had not had opportunity to really try it on for size&#8230;.until this very moment receiving the huge Norwegian rejection.<\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\">\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">So I noticed the opportunity instantly. I looked at my watch and I told myself to feel it <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><b>fully<\/b><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">. I expected to bawl my eyes out. A few tears did fall <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><b>but <\/b><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">after overwhelming disappointment and sadness washed over me, I looked at my watch&#8230;.60 seconds had passed. I insisted to myself, \u201c<\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><b>Keep feeling it<\/b><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\">\u201d<\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">. There has got to be more than that!!<\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">And that was it. Maybe I shed ten tears and it took 60 seconds to just feel it all. That was approaching two years ago <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">so I can safely say that I do believe that I got it out of my system right then and there \u2013 the sadness over that reaction, that is. What a gift!! This felt like freedom. What was I scared of? I probably would be more scared if he felt the way I thought<\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\"> that I did. Maybe that is why it was the way it was. My energetic vibration&#8230;<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><a href=\"http:\/\/youtu.be\/nBXvl7thiDM\" target=\"_blank\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\"><strong>Til Kingdom Come &amp; Ring Of Fire <\/strong><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/a><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">by Coldplay<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/Head-In-The-Clouds.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright wp-image-650\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/Head-In-The-Clouds.jpg\" alt=\"Head In The Clouds\" width=\"444\" height=\"666\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/Head-In-The-Clouds.jpg 576w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/Head-In-The-Clouds-200x300.jpg 200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 444px) 100vw, 444px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">So, did I feel differently about him? No, I cannot say that. But I respected and accepted that he did not feel like pursuing any relations with me at that time. As Don Miguel Ruiz resonately states in his book \u201cThe Four Agreements\u201d, I will not assume anything <b>and<\/b> I will not take it personally. I am worth no more or less without the outward affections of this Beautiful Spirit. And it makes him no less Beautiful a Spirit. I felt unconditional love for him&#8230;and still do. Can I feel that for everyone? Not sure that I can&#8230;yet. I sense that this is something to strive for. I feel great compassion for almost everyone I meet. I see myself in others more and more.\u00a0 <strong>I do not want to take what is not freely given<\/strong>.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">So maybe you are wondering what <\/span><\/span><\/span><strong><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><b>Twin Flame<\/b><\/span><\/span><\/strong><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\"> means. Well the concept of Twin Flame came to my attention in the spring of 2011. When I first heard about it, I did not think too much of it. It all started with my hairstylist passing me a book straight out of her drawer, &#8220;Value Your Vibration&#8221; by Erica Boersma as I sat in her chair getting my hair cut. It was <a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/292473_459414384076842_1117626620_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-647\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/292473_459414384076842_1117626620_n.jpg\" alt=\"292473_459414384076842_1117626620_n\" width=\"483\" height=\"360\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/292473_459414384076842_1117626620_n.jpg 720w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/292473_459414384076842_1117626620_n-300x223.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 483px) 100vw, 483px\" \/><\/a>written by another of her clients and was an interesting story <\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">of two Twin Flames reuniting<\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">. It was all new to my mind. I just shook my head and said, <strong>wild<\/strong>. At present, I have decided that the concept of Twin Flame does not really <\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">serve<\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\"> me in my life and I have cast it aside for now. But I had thought that the Norwegian man was my Twin Flame.\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">It is a popular notion in some spiritual\/metaphysical circles. It speaks of two souls who are half of one soul. If there is a relationship ladder, then the Twin Flame would be your top rung. We have hundreds, perhaps thousands of Soulmates but only <\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><b>one Twin flame<\/b><\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">.<\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">To reunite with your Twin Flame on earth would generate powerful energy that would benefit the world&#8230;and the twins themselves. Reuniting physically promises blissful sexual experiences &#8211; easily captures the imagination. There seems a possible <\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">synergy: two strong wholes become even stronger when together. There is a great purpose to serve humanity that is shared with the two <\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">people. Reunion is aided with Divine synchronicities.To be able to reunite with the strong polarity that is always associated <\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">requires both individuals to be highly balanced female\/male energies within themselves. They would both need to be highly evolved human beings. Most pairs do not come together. There is a tendency for one to be <em>the runner<\/em> so even if they meet and get together for a short time, long-term partnering seems very difficult. I do not fully understand or need to. This idea really caught on<a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/580246_478806505522815_1974455475_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright wp-image-669\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/580246_478806505522815_1974455475_n.jpg\" alt=\"580246_478806505522815_1974455475_n\" width=\"469\" height=\"310\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/580246_478806505522815_1974455475_n.jpg 700w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/580246_478806505522815_1974455475_n-300x198.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 469px) 100vw, 469px\" \/><\/a> when I had the strong reaction to my Norwegian friend. My intuition wondered if he was my Twin Flame. So when he did not seem to feel the same way, I just kept my mind open thinking that he was my Twin Flame and that it would come together when it was meant to. He was <em>the runner<\/em>.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">Carbon Leaf:<a href=\"http:\/\/vimeo.com\/38262089\" target=\"_blank\"><strong>\u00a0 A Life Less Ordinary.<\/strong><\/a><br \/>\n<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">So getting back to the 3D experience of being told, \u201cI had no special feeling reading this.\u201d The very next thought that came to my mind was \u201cThis is not over\u201d. I looked up and right, the posture that I found myself in. \u201cWhat do you mean it is not over?\u201d I asked myself. It is sounding like there is nothing started to even be over. So I took it to be either my higher self or angels telling me that it was not over. I could not see how that could possibly be true but&#8230;the Twin Flame concept was planted. Just prior to reading the disappointing email, I had heard a song in my truck while driving, <\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Amanda Marshall<\/span><\/span><strong><a href=\"http:\/\/youtu.be\/a6hcb8goDPA\" target=\"_blank\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"> I Believe in You<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/strong><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\"><strong>.<\/strong>\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">As I heard the chorus \u201cI believe in you\u201d it felt like a choir of angels were singing it in my ear. So I could not help but notice this sense of angelic <a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/598362_10150833213701296_1131413232_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-690\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/598362_10150833213701296_1131413232_n-300x226.jpg\" alt=\"598362_10150833213701296_1131413232_n\" width=\"333\" height=\"251\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/598362_10150833213701296_1131413232_n-300x226.jpg 300w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/598362_10150833213701296_1131413232_n.jpg 554w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 333px) 100vw, 333px\" \/><\/a>presence stronger than I have ever felt it in my life just prior to this email. Likely the email was drafted and sent at the time the angels were singing in my ear.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><b>I have come out of the spiritual closet now&#8230;<\/b><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Over the forthcoming months, I many times received messages from angels that I felt I was assigned to send to my friend from Norway. I would ask, \u201cWhy can&#8217;t you just tell him yourself?\u201d I never got an answer. I did not always follow through but some of the times I did. He was always very nice in his responses. There was one time I intuitively sensed he may have been a bit unsettled. Answering 3 sentences in one line on the email. Very much a man of few words.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Thanks. All is Well. His name here.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Maybe I read too much into it.\u00a0 He could have just been busy and rushed. Maybe I am right in my intuition. At present, I have no definite knowledge that I was. I should add&#8230;and I am OK with that. Ha ha<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">One of my favorite quotes: \u201c<b>Embrace Uncertainty\u201d<\/b>. I am becoming an expert at this&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">You ask, Was there anything else that kept your interest alive after what seemed a done deal? I am glad you asked. Yes, there was.\u00a0 My first psychic reading was May 2011 where the psychic proclaimed that a European man would fall in love with me at first sight.\u00a0 He would want to travel with me and introduce me to his parents.\u00a0 I thought nothing of it at the time but after my big experience with Mr. Norway, I could not help but recall.\u00a0 If he felt feelings, I would need a psychic because he certainly did not choose to express them.\u00a0 Yes, I know.\u00a0 Weak scientific evidence at best.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">I had no idea if my intuitive senses were correct or not. <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><b>But <\/b><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">I had chosen to believe in myself unconditionally. I did not need an expected outcome to be happy. I was just myself. I believed <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">that things may not be what<a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/10294457_744589475561995_7039381866234734393_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright wp-image-692\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/10294457_744589475561995_7039381866234734393_n.jpg\" alt=\"10294457_744589475561995_7039381866234734393_n\" width=\"505\" height=\"434\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/10294457_744589475561995_7039381866234734393_n.jpg 630w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/10294457_744589475561995_7039381866234734393_n-300x257.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 505px) 100vw, 505px\" \/><\/a> they seemed. There may never be a 3D experience with this Beautiful Spirit <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><b>but <\/b><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">there had definitely been an experience for me. Maybe it was just with myself?? One thing I gained from this unusual story is that I recognized how much love I have to give. I must fall in love with myself before I can ever love another. This experience <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">helped me to fall deeper in love with myself: one of the most noble of purposes in this world. We all do it in our own unique way. I connect via music, Beautiful things, art and dance. I can assure you, he is a Beautiful Thing&#8230;<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">For the more curious in the crowd, here is a Truth is Stranger than Fiction tidbit:<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Just over one month following the <em>share my crazy<\/em> letter, I received an email informing me that, \u201cMr. Norway has commented on a post that you have commented on\u201d. I followed his two Facebook Pages and interacted as I was inspired to. Initially with tons of resistance that reduced as time went on.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><br \/>\nI was new to Facebook then and I think this was one of the first times I had received a communication like this. It struck me as a synchronicity. I now know that this is commonplace but at the time, it was not in my world.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">The comment was this link related to a post on one of his pages that had under 10 people who had commented. I assumed that all who had made a comment on the post would have received the same notification that I had. I knew that much. I explored each of these people wondering if the message was for one of them. My intuition was unsure but thought it was for <b>me.<\/b><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><strong><a href=\"http:\/\/youtu.be\/3LBeHeBosgU\" target=\"_blank\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Run, Run, Run <\/span><\/span><\/a><\/strong><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">by the Explorer&#8217;s Club<\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\"> \u2013 Movie Montage<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">It was completely awesome to my heart. I just felt like it was him expressing himself&#8230;to me, in a way that was comfortable&#8230;for <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">him.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/14484_352464781550825_693443615_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-697\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/14484_352464781550825_693443615_n.jpg\" alt=\"14484_352464781550825_693443615_n\" width=\"392\" height=\"510\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/14484_352464781550825_693443615_n.jpg 392w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/14484_352464781550825_693443615_n-230x300.jpg 230w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 392px) 100vw, 392px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">Lyrics: <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\">\u201c<span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">So far away. <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">I think about you every night. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">All through the day, you&#8217;re all that&#8217;s on my mind.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">So now I&#8217;ve got to try to get back to you some way. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Because deep down inside, there&#8217;s so much I want to say. <\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">(Chorus)And I&#8217;ll run, run, run, till I get back to you. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Run, run, run. Do what I have to do.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Run, run, run. Till I get back in your arms again.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Out on my own, I found out what you mean to me. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">I want you to know, you&#8217;re the one I need.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">So now, I&#8217;ve got to try to get back to you some way.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Because deep down inside, there&#8217;s so much I want to say.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">(repeat Chorus)<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">I&#8217;ll get across the distance somehow.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">I&#8217;m gonna make it to you \u2026.soon.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">(repeat Chorus)<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">The video is an amazing Montage of famous movie characters running. It is a Beautiful piece of entertainment&#8230; especially for me and my magical thinking.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><b>So strange<\/b>&#8230;and yet, I could not talk myself out of it.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">I looked for the post months later and it was hidden. It no longer showed to the public.\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">I could only access it using my email link,which of course I <a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/10255289_848561118490912_8486502339053967316_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-656\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/10255289_848561118490912_8486502339053967316_n.jpg\" alt=\"10255289_848561118490912_8486502339053967316_n\" width=\"393\" height=\"370\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/10255289_848561118490912_8486502339053967316_n.jpg 418w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/10255289_848561118490912_8486502339053967316_n-300x282.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 393px) 100vw, 393px\" \/><\/a>saved. Hmmmmm&#8230;.\u00a0 I would think I saw signs but would not know if I interpreted them correctly.\u00a0 Remember that one in a couple of Twin Flames will Run. Coincidence? I have not a clue.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">So I just kept communicating when I was moved to \u2026 and he always responded in a courteous way. A couple of times it appeared I was one of the first to receive a response during times of backlog. I note this via following his Facebook posts. This is in keeping with my hypothesis. I just accepted that our relating was not as natural as one would expect. Twin Flame polarity&#8230;that is the story I am sticking with. Ha ha.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">Notice my use of the word hypothesis?\u00a0 I took a <\/span><\/span><\/span><strong><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">scientific interest<\/span><\/span><\/strong><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\"> in my<\/span><\/span><\/span><strong><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\"> Twin Flame theory.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/strong><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">.\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><strong><a href=\"http:\/\/youtu.be\/RB-RcX5DS5A\" target=\"_blank\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Scientist<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/strong><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"> by Coldplay<\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">An earlier draft of this work was titled \u201cTwin Flame: Crash and Burn Style\u201d.\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">I burned in the Twin Flame&#8230;<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">But there are worse things, aren&#8217;t there?<br \/>\n<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">I would not give up the experience for anything. I bear no scars despite <\/span><\/span><\/span><strong><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">burning in the flame<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/strong><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">. I am only a stronger version of myself. Gotta love that!!<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">I will never fear love.\u00a0 Ok, maybe easier said than done. Sounds like a lovely quote though, doesn&#8217;t it?\u00a0 Maybe I am actually terrified of True Love&#8230;\u00a0 From what I have seen in books and movies, I do not think I am alone.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">I have received great inspiration having met and experienced Mr. Norway&#8217;s Facebook posts. I am in awe of his Authenticity and Transparency. I will be Forever Grateful to him. I was introduced to many inspirational and mystical Facebook pages along with teachers which support my continuing exploration into Human Consciousness and Holistic Wellness. No doubt, we would make Famous Friends. I believe any Relationship can be Transformed. That is how Powerful We Are. <\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">I love the <\/span><\/span><\/span><strong><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">power of a good question<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/strong><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">.\u00a0 During my Twin Flame theory experiences, I asked why is communicating so hard with a man I perceive myself destined to be with?\u00a0 I got a clear answer:\u00a0 so it could be shared with the world more easily.\u00a0 Documentation.\u00a0 Emails.\u00a0 Facebook posts.\u00a0 Now website publishing.\u00a0\u00a0The Movie would be way better for it.\u00a0 What.\u00a0 The.\u00a0 <a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/photo-21.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright wp-image-675 \" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/photo-21.jpg\" alt=\"photo-2\" width=\"427\" height=\"318\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/photo-21.jpg 960w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/photo-21-300x223.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 427px) 100vw, 427px\" \/><\/a>Fuck???\u00a0 Pardon my French.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">&#8220;Twin Flame: Fact or Fiction?&#8221;\u00a0The title of this story when it was first published. \u00a0A Myth became the more apt label.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">I am a Storyteller. \u00a0I<\/span><\/span><\/span><strong><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">\u00a0love<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/strong><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">\u00a0 stories&#8230;<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Just when I thought this piece was complete, I watched Episode 11 from Season 3 of Avatar: The Last Airbender. I <b>loved<\/b> a quote from Uncle Iroh that seems fitting:<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><i><b>Destiny is a funny thing. You never know how things are going to work out, BUT, if you keep an open mind AND an open heart, I promise you will find your OWN destiny someday&#8230;<\/b><\/i><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-variant: normal; font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">I couldn&#8217;t have said it better myself&#8230; Yes!!!<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-variant: normal; font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Did I mention that I have a passion for Children&#8217;s Entertainment?<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-variant: normal; font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Addendum May 2014: I have had conversations with two different Twin Flame Coaches way back. I always follow my curiosity. One was a woman from Australia. I had two sessions with her. She said \u201cOh yes, he is definitely <a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/408641_328777003902008_46531229_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-691\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/408641_328777003902008_46531229_n.jpg\" alt=\"408641_328777003902008_46531229_n\" width=\"496\" height=\"372\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/408641_328777003902008_46531229_n.jpg 960w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/408641_328777003902008_46531229_n-300x225.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 496px) 100vw, 496px\" \/><\/a>your Twin Flame. I never usually say that.\u201d The second was a Canadian Man. He said, \u201cHe is definitely <b>not <\/b>your Twin Flame. You are destined to meet your Primary Soulmate in this lifetime but it is not him.\u201d He described my experience with Mr. Norway as a Catalystic Heart Reaction: somehow his energetic vibration attuned my own. I wonder if other women, even men, have had this reaction with him. Inquiring minds want to know&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-variant: normal; font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Fun food for thought. In the end, I will <b>Let the Moment Teach Me<\/b>.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-variant: normal; font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\">Seems it is Human Nature to want to <strong>K<\/strong><b>now <\/b>ahead of time and <strong>Understand<\/strong> everything.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-variant: normal; font-style: normal; line-height: 100%; text-decoration: none;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><b>Embrace Uncertainty&#8230; <\/b><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">a golden rule for me <strong>N<\/strong><\/span><b>ow. <\/b><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">Infinite Peace, Harmony and Freedom in <\/span><b>Not Knowing. <\/b><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">Self-evident, I know.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><strong><a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/MssNF-eaFb8?t=32s\" target=\"_blank\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\">I&#8217;ve Got You Under My Skin <\/span><\/span><\/a><\/strong><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\">by Chris Botti<\/span><\/span> <span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\">Featuring Katherine McPhee<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-variant: normal;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-style: normal;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">Started writing Spring 2013 <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-variant: normal;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-style: normal;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">June 24, 2014\u00a0 <a href=\"http:\/\/ascendedrelationships.com\/benefits-manifesting-twinflame\/\" target=\"_blank\"><strong>12 Benefits of Manifesting Your Twin Flame<\/strong><\/a><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-variant: normal;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-style: normal;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\"> August 8, 2014 Read a concept that I like:\u00a0 perhaps Twin Flame is a pass\u00e9 concept.\u00a0 Better to consider Divine Partnership now.\u00a0 There is not just one person you can have a successful Divine Partnership with, likely there are many available for every last one of us.\u00a0 Strong energetic reactions are exciting but do require you to step up to develop strong heart centered relationship\/communication skills to enable you to enjoy the Divine Partnership.\u00a0 The foundation is to develop yourself first.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8220;It is time for us to grow up, to stop obsessing with twin flames and step into the new divine partnership template which is based on self-love not on having a relationship&#8221;.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Goldraytwinflames (the Canadian coach mentioned above) You Tube channel video From Twin Flame Obsession to Divine Partnership.<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_2048\" style=\"width: 443px\" class=\"wp-caption alignright\"><a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/1501226_10152129907981964_2094617785911605651_o.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-2048\" class=\" wp-image-2048\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/1501226_10152129907981964_2094617785911605651_o-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"May Nishiyama\" width=\"433\" height=\"325\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/1501226_10152129907981964_2094617785911605651_o-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/1501226_10152129907981964_2094617785911605651_o-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/1501226_10152129907981964_2094617785911605651_o.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 433px) 100vw, 433px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-2048\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">May Nishiyama<\/p><\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-variant: normal;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-style: normal;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">As always &#8211; easier said than done.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 100%;\" align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-variant: normal;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-large;\"><span style=\"font-style: normal;\"><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">Wrote this poem summer 2014 .\u00a0 I was exploring the difference between <strong>O<\/strong><strong>bsession<\/strong> and <strong>Passion. \u00a0<\/strong> <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\"><b>Enchant<span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman,serif;\">\u00e9<\/span><\/b><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Passion: an Exquisite Emotion.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">The World has been Bettered a Million Times Over.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Fire in the Belly.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Love in the Heart.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Creative Juices Overflowing.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">It Feels. So. Good.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">A Poem. A Song.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">A Book. A Movie.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">A Solution. An Invention.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">A Business. A Way of Life&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">An Intimate Embrace. A Rendez-Vous.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">A Cure&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">A Miracle. <\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Denial of Passion Sows the Seeds of Obsession.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/10513240_800854626599777_7250877752119235678_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright wp-image-2478\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/10513240_800854626599777_7250877752119235678_n.jpg\" alt=\"10513240_800854626599777_7250877752119235678_n\" width=\"411\" height=\"329\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/10513240_800854626599777_7250877752119235678_n.jpg 570w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/10513240_800854626599777_7250877752119235678_n-300x240.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 411px) 100vw, 411px\" \/><\/a>Muse Delivers Affection.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Ego Reflexly Disowns its Own Enthusiasm.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Connecting to our Feelings can be Foreign.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">A Subtle Twist in Perception,<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Approval turns to Contempt.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Joker&#8217;s Wild. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Creative Genius&#8230; has gone Mad.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">When a specific Outcome is linked with the Passion,<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">the Desired Lover becomes an Obsession.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">The Masterpiece. The Manuscript.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">The First Draft. The Prototype.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">The Love Affair.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">&#8230; is thwarted.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Baffled and Confused.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Disappointed and Double-Crossed.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">The Muse leaves you Wanting.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Let Go of the Yearning.<a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/1939893_886455414707467_2901699985724470519_n-1.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright wp-image-4287\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/1939893_886455414707467_2901699985724470519_n-1.jpg\" alt=\"1939893_886455414707467_2901699985724470519_n-1\" width=\"400\" height=\"600\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/1939893_886455414707467_2901699985724470519_n-1.jpg 500w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/1939893_886455414707467_2901699985724470519_n-1-200x300.jpg 200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 400px) 100vw, 400px\" \/><\/a><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Obsession Transfigures back into Passion.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Flow Returns.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Ecstasy Awaits&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">We have Written a Script. We Manipulate our Now to Follow It.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Experience can be Dystorted. <\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">We Trust No One. Not even our Self.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Yet it is only our Self who can Discern.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Our Humanity. Our Divinity.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">They Dance Together.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">We Choose the Dance.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Beautiful and Awkward at Once.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">When we Align with our Passion, the Dance becomes Consummate.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Captivated by our Precious Desires.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Cease Maneuvering \u2026 and Flow.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Ecstasy Comes&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in; font-weight: normal;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/youtu.be\/91QdO4UDmIE\" target=\"_blank\"><br \/>\n<\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong><a href=\"http:\/\/youtu.be\/bWTuKd2lTo4\" target=\"_blank\">Undisclosed Desires <\/a><\/strong>by Muse<\/p>\n<p><strong><a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/-P2yQ5QJApo\" target=\"_blank\">Superstar<\/a> <\/strong>by Jamelia<strong>.\u00a0<\/strong> I own the CD for the TV show soundtrack<em>\u00a0 Queer Eye for the Straight Guy<\/em>.\u00a0 Loved that show!<\/p>\n<p>April 16, 2015<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/IMG_3466.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-3892\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/IMG_3466.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_3466\" width=\"427\" height=\"422\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/IMG_3466.jpg 960w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/IMG_3466-300x297.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 427px) 100vw, 427px\" \/><\/a>I Do Not Discriminate on the Basis of Prior Twin Flame Theories.<br \/>\nFreedom &#8230; Always Optimal.<br \/>\nThe Mind is a Stubborn Instrument.<br \/>\nThe Mind is a Stubborn Master.<br \/>\nThe Mind is a Stubborn Slavedriver.<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"Crash &amp; Burn Play List\" href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/?p=3831\" target=\"_blank\"><strong>Crash &amp; Burn<\/strong><\/a>.\u00a0 Out of the Ashes &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s About Time.<br \/>\nAll the Time in the World.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/kjRo_CHSdt0\" target=\"_blank\"><strong>Baby Can I Hold You<\/strong><\/a> by Tracy Chapman<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>September 23, 2015<a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/12049152_875791769175124_2533286994679794982_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright wp-image-4284\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/12049152_875791769175124_2533286994679794982_n.jpg\" alt=\"12049152_875791769175124_2533286994679794982_n\" width=\"403\" height=\"444\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/12049152_875791769175124_2533286994679794982_n.jpg 834w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/12049152_875791769175124_2533286994679794982_n-273x300.jpg 273w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 403px) 100vw, 403px\" \/><\/a><br \/>\nWho am I kidding?\u00a0 I love <strong><a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/zQpwfIqbbcY\" target=\"_blank\">playing with fire.<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>December 1, 2015<br \/>\nCame across the best description of Twin Flame I randomly stumbled upon.\u00a0 <strong><a href=\"https:\/\/judithkusel.wordpress.com\/2015\/11\/28\/mystical-marriage-the-ultimate-union\/\" target=\"_blank\">Mystical Marriage &#8211; the Ultimate Union.<\/a>\u00a0 <\/strong>The term Twin Flame was not used but the concept is there.<\/p>\n<p>December 5, 2015<\/p>\n<p>I would have loved to see this video 4 years ago:<\/p>\n<p><strong><a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/LrhYr2eSyMw\" target=\"_blank\">Why the separation? Why the delay in reunion?<\/a><\/strong> by Stephanie Kraft<\/p>\n<p>Quote from the video:\u00a0<em> The Mission in addition to healing humanity&#8230;<br \/>\nEmbodying divine love and being\/radiating that love.<br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/1002152_350295438434426_1837669156_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-4373\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/1002152_350295438434426_1837669156_n.jpg\" alt=\"1002152_350295438434426_1837669156_n\" width=\"487\" height=\"488\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/1002152_350295438434426_1837669156_n.jpg 599w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/1002152_350295438434426_1837669156_n-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/1002152_350295438434426_1837669156_n-300x300.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 487px) 100vw, 487px\" \/><\/a>Being examples of harmonious relationships &#8211; \u2026 actually breaking down the patterns, the paradigms of relationships as we have known them on earth.<br \/>\nThe new relationships that are being brought in are very new. At the forefront. Relationships between twins are about complete and total freedom. Independence. Unconditional love and a very high consciousness of love. Christ-like love.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>January 24, 2016 I add:<br \/>\nA Myth of Epic Proportions.<\/p>\n<p>A Captivating Tale.<\/p>\n<p><strong><a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/IyxwjTBI_60\" target=\"_blank\">I&#8217;ve Got You Under My Skin<\/a> <\/strong>by Diana Krall.<br \/>\nI came to realize &#8211; simply a Beautiful Scar.\u00a0 I will cherish it.<br \/>\nA momento of my heart breaking open&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Merci.<br \/>\nAdieu.<br \/>\n(Two of my final words to him.)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I like my men like I like my cars&hellip;.European. &ndash; Ang&egrave;le Beaudoin &nbsp; That is what I am telling myself &hellip; for now, anyway. &nbsp; I have driven Volvo, Mercedes, BMW and Audi &ndash; all good in each their own ways. 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