{"id":2901,"date":"2014-12-13T15:36:32","date_gmt":"2014-12-13T21:36:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/?p=2901"},"modified":"2017-02-25T22:34:22","modified_gmt":"2017-02-26T04:34:22","slug":"order","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/?p=2901","title":{"rendered":"Out of Order"},"content":{"rendered":"<p align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/IMG_2770.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-2930\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/IMG_2770.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2770\" width=\"499\" height=\"332\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/IMG_2770.jpg 960w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/IMG_2770-300x199.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 499px) 100vw, 499px\" \/><\/a>With built up excitement and anticipation, I took my two sons to see the movie,<a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Pacific_Rim_%28film%29\" target=\"_blank\"><strong> Pacific Rim<\/strong><\/a> on July 15, 2013. It was one day before my second hospitalization for mania and a few days after the movie&#8217;s release. Kind of weird how it worked out. I looked up the time and prepaid the tickets online. Showtime 6:05PM. Picked up the tickets, <i>business as usual<\/i>. Got our snacks. Entered the theatre. I was a wee puzzled as the show was playing. Hmmmm, they started early? We arrived just on time, we <a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1380218_574183772647924_1723521386_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-medium wp-image-2914\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1380218_574183772647924_1723521386_n-300x207.jpg\" alt=\"1380218_574183772647924_1723521386_n\" width=\"300\" height=\"207\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1380218_574183772647924_1723521386_n-300x207.jpg 300w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1380218_574183772647924_1723521386_n.jpg 798w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>thought, expecting to walk in on the previews. All three of us watch on. The confusion does not lift. Shortly thereafter, movie was over. We had watched the finale, the final scene. What? We looked at each other. Something was not fitting. I looked at the ticket in my pocket. It read the start time as 7:10PM. So we watched the ending&#8230;.and got very little out of it. I was relieved to see that, in fact, our movie was yet <a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1383746_574921019240866_1627411253_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-2916\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1383746_574921019240866_1627411253_n-300x207.jpg\" alt=\"1383746_574921019240866_1627411253_n\" width=\"300\" height=\"207\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1383746_574921019240866_1627411253_n-300x207.jpg 300w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1383746_574921019240866_1627411253_n.jpg 800w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>to start. We were baffled. Did not feel that seeing the ending was going to affect our enjoyment of the show. Strange how confounding it was when we had no idea what was going on. Yes, I know, I was 1 day away from the Loony Bin but the boys seemed equally dazed. True to life isn&#8217;t it? Sometimes we just do not know what is going on.\u00a0 Worth noting that I was 13 days without Lithium at this stage.\u00a0 My trial to make sure I truly needed it.\u00a0 Always the scientist.\u00a0 <a href=\"http:\/\/youtu.be\/AHRQvTSFppw\" target=\"_blank\"><strong>Gipsy Danger<\/strong><\/a> from the Soundtrack of Pacific Rim.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Well, watching the complete movie was Way. More. Satisfying.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">I remember the deep Gratitude I felt to all movie makers following the enjoyment of the film.\u00a0 The concept of the neural bridge was too cool:\u00a0 the drift.\u00a0 The big fighting machines were controlled by two <a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1399592_586440744755560_1427945824_o.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright wp-image-2919\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1399592_586440744755560_1427945824_o-1024x1024.jpg\" alt=\"1399592_586440744755560_1427945824_o\" width=\"474\" height=\"474\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1399592_586440744755560_1427945824_o-1024x1024.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1399592_586440744755560_1427945824_o-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1399592_586440744755560_1427945824_o-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1399592_586440744755560_1427945824_o.jpg 1200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 474px) 100vw, 474px\" \/><\/a>pilots who had to join brains in a way, energetically.\u00a0 They were capable of seeing intimate things in their co-pilot but it was required for the complex maneuvering of the fighting machine.\u00a0 Not for the fainthearted.\u00a0 Some jobs are too complex for just one brain I guess.\u00a0 Cannot imagine a human alive where seeing the intimate intricacies of another&#8217;s thoughts would not be a scary place.\u00a0 I grew up thinking my thoughts were private.\u00a0 Today, my understanding is that they may not be as private as I was led to believe.\u00a0 This is another <strong><em>put that in your pipe and smoke it<\/em><\/strong> concept.\u00a0 Maybe it is just me.\u00a0 Call me crazy.\u00a0 I have benefited so much from many musicians, authors, filmmakers, artists etc.\u00a0 When movies are written, they come from somebody&#8217;s inspiration.\u00a0 Truth is <a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/ticket.jpeg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-2939\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/ticket.jpeg\" alt=\"ticket\" width=\"240\" height=\"320\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/ticket.jpeg 240w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/ticket-225x300.jpeg 225w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 240px) 100vw, 240px\" \/><\/a>stranger than fiction.\u00a0 Good movie material.\u00a0 Possibly the imagination has creative power.\u00a0 Another hypothesis, the truth was there to be perceived when one was capable of seeing a higher dimensional view.\u00a0 Which came first the chicken or the egg?\u00a0 Does it matter?\u00a0 Either way, truth.\u00a0 I was very moved to keep the ticket stub \u2013 to remind me to write about seeing just the ending: metaphor for life. Eyed it in early September 2013. Many numbers called out to me.\u00a0 See picture.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">With my Angel Numbers book by Doreen Virtue, I looked up all the numbers that popped out at me. I marvel at how natural this now seemed to me. You may have heard about people who see 11:11 everywhere. Likely there are many meanings but one of them is that you should be conscious of what you think as the Universe is taking a snapshot of your thoughts now&#8230;and they are creating your reality so choose wisely. I have occasionally found myself to be one to see 11:11 but mostly see a vast array. My theory is that if you keep seeing 11:11, you are <i><b>stuck<\/b><\/i>. With forward movement, you would expect to see numbers <a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1398579_586440798088888_1194057514_o.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-2918\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1398579_586440798088888_1194057514_o-1024x1024.jpg\" alt=\"1398579_586440798088888_1194057514_o\" width=\"475\" height=\"475\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1398579_586440798088888_1194057514_o-1024x1024.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1398579_586440798088888_1194057514_o-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1398579_586440798088888_1194057514_o-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1398579_586440798088888_1194057514_o.jpg 1200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 475px) 100vw, 475px\" \/><\/a>changing with your own evolution. The more you keep seeing that starter number 11:11, the more you should look for a way to unstick yourself and progress. That is just my little hypothesis&#8230; <\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Kinda sounds like a judgment&#8230;I am human. I do see 1:11 occasionally \u2013 I interpret the same. I see 1:33 quite regularly for over a year now. Doreen Virtue&#8217;s book, Angel Numbers, I was guided to obtain. Borrowed it from a friend. 133 means \u201cThe ascended masters are supporting your healing work by helping you have positive thoughts, intentions, and affirmations. They&#8217;re whispering Divinely guided ideas of love to you, so be sure to notice your musings and insights.\u201d Gotta love <b>that <\/b>message! For the doubters in the crowd, just try it for a week, believing the angels are giving you these beautiful messages through numbers. Or maybe your intuition \u2013 another common way for Angels to communicate with us. Maybe it is our Soul.\u00a0 The Angel Numbers book goes from 00 \u2013 999. For me, I will see a 6 digit number but two or three digits within the number will <i><b>pop out<\/b><\/i>. If it happens to you, you will know what I mean. Another one I see regularly is \u201c1234\u201d. That one is not included in the book but I do not <a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/680420_586440731422228_1147792473_o.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright wp-image-2920\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/680420_586440731422228_1147792473_o-1024x1024.jpg\" alt=\"680420_586440731422228_1147792473_o\" width=\"450\" height=\"450\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/680420_586440731422228_1147792473_o-1024x1024.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/680420_586440731422228_1147792473_o-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/680420_586440731422228_1147792473_o-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/680420_586440731422228_1147792473_o.jpg 1200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 450px) 100vw, 450px\" \/><\/a>worry. Recently heard it may speak to taking one step at a time. Advice of the millennium. <\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Addition December 2014: all of the Angel Numbers are positive. You can be sure it is a good sign when numbers pop out. That may be all you need to know. Or not. Follow your inspiration. We are like snowflakes, no two are alike.<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Which gets me back to the Pacific Rim. Knowing the ending without experiencing each step along the way is <b>very confusing.<\/b> When I think about my own experiences, sometimes I get big visions but what can one do about them? Really all we have is now and the Next. Best. Step. More and more, I just try not to think too much about some of the <i><b>endings<\/b><\/i> <a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/913633_501182726614696_198791241_o.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-2933\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/913633_501182726614696_198791241_o-205x300.jpg\" alt=\"913633_501182726614696_198791241_o\" width=\"205\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/913633_501182726614696_198791241_o-205x300.jpg 205w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/913633_501182726614696_198791241_o-701x1024.jpg 701w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/913633_501182726614696_198791241_o.jpg 874w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 205px) 100vw, 205px\" \/><\/a>that come into my awareness. There seems no way I can know. Only time can really tell. Who cares anyway. It is the journey over the outcome. I say this for the psychically gifted in the crowd. My sense is we all have psychic gifts. For many, they have been cast aside and are not developed. I presume that mine have been there all along. I often did not value or trust in my own perceptions as they did not seem logical. Time and experience have shown how right I usually was (I just did not trust it). For me, that has been part of the journey: recognizing my own intuition is bang on. The more I <b>think<\/b> about my intuitive nudges, the more I used to just cast them aside. Now, I am open to them being right. <\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\"><i><b>I don&#8217;t mind being Right. I don&#8217;t mind being Wrong. I don&#8217;t mind being Real. <\/b><\/i>Big Freedom there.<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">I use them to guide me <b>but<\/b> in each moment I am making my choices, following my highest excitement. <b>The moment is King. <\/b> I do not let my intuition overstep the moment. But the intuitive thoughts can be<a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1065072_533768936689408_1213977747_o.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-2921\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1065072_533768936689408_1213977747_o-1024x683.jpg\" alt=\"1065072_533768936689408_1213977747_o\" width=\"473\" height=\"315\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1065072_533768936689408_1213977747_o-1024x683.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1065072_533768936689408_1213977747_o-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1065072_533768936689408_1213977747_o.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 473px) 100vw, 473px\" \/><\/a> helpful in the back of my mind. The biggest change for me has been just simply accepting that I do not know&#8230;nor do I <b>need<\/b> to. <b>I<\/b> <b>embrace uncertainty.<\/b> That step is a humongous one in my experience. Certain that each moment will be as it is.<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\"> <strong><em>Understanding is optional.<\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">This also leads into <i><b>destiny<\/b><\/i> versus <i><b>free will.<\/b><\/i> I do not choose a side here. I see room for both. I do believe in free will. And <b>everyone<\/b> has their own free will. So as I can read a situation <b>now<\/b> to have a certain energy or vibration. If several people are involved, they will each have their free will decisions to make in each moment. That is why a psychic can never truly be 100% right. There are odds that can be played based on the type of thoughts (energy) each person is holding. But in each moment, we are all <strong>connected<\/strong> and we are <b>all<\/b> free to choose a different thought. That is the Simple. Beautiful. Truth&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_2922\" style=\"width: 525px\" class=\"wp-caption alignright\"><a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/413589_387742214616272_475052560_o.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-2922\" class=\"wp-image-2922\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/413589_387742214616272_475052560_o-1024x637.jpg\" alt=\"413589_387742214616272_475052560_o\" width=\"515\" height=\"320\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/413589_387742214616272_475052560_o-1024x637.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/413589_387742214616272_475052560_o-300x186.jpg 300w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/413589_387742214616272_475052560_o.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 515px) 100vw, 515px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-2922\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">I am nothing if not enthusiastic&#8230;<\/p><\/div>\n<p align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">We all know: people change their minds. It is not a crime.\u00a0 Or is it? Especially in the relationship backdrop, I have seen great suffering when one person does not accept that another person changed their mind. It is the ultimate freedom. Love freedom!!<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\"><b>Just because you know how the movie <\/b><i><b>ends<\/b><\/i><b>, you still have to play it out<\/b>. Matt Kahn <\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">I added this February 18, 2014 after attending a Retreat with Matt Kahn.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_2950\" style=\"width: 419px\" class=\"wp-caption alignleft\"><a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1794762_675303879177593_1003487464_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-2950\" class=\" wp-image-2950\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1794762_675303879177593_1003487464_n.jpg\" alt=\"Doreen Virtue\" width=\"409\" height=\"356\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1794762_675303879177593_1003487464_n.jpg 640w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1794762_675303879177593_1003487464_n-300x261.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 409px) 100vw, 409px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-2950\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Doreen Virtue<\/p><\/div>\n<p align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">December 2014 Addendum: I have met Doreen Virtue, previously mentioned as the author of the Angel Numbers book, on two different occasions:\u00a0 first in October 2013 in Sedona, Arizona and most recently in April 2014, San Francisco, California. Her energy made a big impression on me. Words cannot describe.<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Of course, a wee story to include here:<a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1555384_10152149241327264_641911080_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright wp-image-2925\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1555384_10152149241327264_641911080_n.jpg\" alt=\"1555384_10152149241327264_641911080_n\" width=\"368\" height=\"368\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1555384_10152149241327264_641911080_n.jpg 403w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1555384_10152149241327264_641911080_n-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1555384_10152149241327264_641911080_n-300x300.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 368px) 100vw, 368px\" \/><\/a><\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Arrived early to the Hilton Hotel, site for the Hay House Writer&#8217;s Workshop in San Francisco, April 2014.\u00a0 I chose to stay off-site, a stroll away. Checked into the workshop. Directly to breakfast next. Not one minute passed and I had a new friend. One of those<em> we were definitely meant to meet<\/em> kind of Soul Friends. You know those? She was ahead of me in the line for breakfast. It was not my habit to invite a stranger to join me for breakfast but that is what I did. Quickly determined that she worked in Health Care and was married to a Chinese American. <a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/10653623_844453952242213_7534890039115491086_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-2926\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/10653623_844453952242213_7534890039115491086_n-271x300.jpg\" alt=\"10653623_844453952242213_7534890039115491086_n\" width=\"271\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/10653623_844453952242213_7534890039115491086_n-271x300.jpg 271w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/10653623_844453952242213_7534890039115491086_n.jpg 656w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 271px) 100vw, 271px\" \/><\/a>Interesting coincidence, even if I was formerly married to a Chinese man and formerly worked in Health Care, we had a couple of things in common. Near the end of our meal it came out that she was a pioneer setting up programs for patients (for lack of a better word) with Bipolar Disorder. Really?? Before starting the workshop, we made a dinner date to discuss more. Fantabulous connection. Trying to keep my story short.\u00a0 Want to mention that after sharing two meals together she informed me that I am not the typical Bipolar Disorder patient.\u00a0 She re-iterated my own opinion.\u00a0 Not needed but it is always nice.\u00a0 From a Professional no less.\u00a0 Mmmmm&#8230;<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Day 2 of the workshop was where Doreen presented. She was and remains the rockstar of Hay House Publishing. Her materials sell better than any other <a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/10710844_396493827175276_242936227068805051_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright wp-image-2927 \" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/10710844_396493827175276_242936227068805051_n.jpg\" alt=\"10710844_396493827175276_242936227068805051_n\" width=\"479\" height=\"479\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/10710844_396493827175276_242936227068805051_n.jpg 900w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/10710844_396493827175276_242936227068805051_n-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/10710844_396493827175276_242936227068805051_n-300x300.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 479px) 100vw, 479px\" \/><\/a>author with the company. Having already met her I expected a good vibe but somehow this day was far more memorable. The energy in the room just lifted higher and ever higher. I was feeling unwell. Reminded me of my manic episodes. I travel often enough. An oft repeated quote, <i>I usually forget one thing, it is just a matter of wh<\/i><i>ich one<\/i>. Well this time, it was Lithium, my Bipolar disorder medication. I had already reviewed my options to myself earlier. I landed on: it was only 5 days. How bad could that be? So sitting in the auditorium with more angels than I was accustomed to (listen to me now, believe me later) I could hear my thoughts turning against me. Oh oh. Panic <a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/IMG_2771.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-2937\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/IMG_2771.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2771\" width=\"484\" height=\"342\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/IMG_2771.jpg 960w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/IMG_2771-300x212.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 484px) 100vw, 484px\" \/><\/a>was setting in. My friend! I found her following the talk. She saw my physical distress \u2013 shaking, anxious, flying high. Felt so thankful in that moment that I could obtain specialist consultation when I needed it.\u00a0 Consultation that I trusted. Abundance: having what you need to have when you need to have it. She put a hand on me. She reassured me that it will settle but gently advised, \u201cwhy don&#8217;t you just go see a Doctor and get a prescription\u201d. That would be the safest thing. OK dear. I will comply. I reviewed all of my self-help strategies and they worked to settle me. The next part of the program did not interest me so taking a stroll along the San Francisco streets was the more appealing option in that moment. I was curious to know if I could manage without the Lithium but could see no harm meeting another Doc that day.\u00a0 Decision not made yet. Hotel concierge directed me to the nearby walk-in clinic. I was in the Financial District which I think helped me to find the entire clinic staff standing at the desk waiting for the VIP patient. That would be me. Everybody else in the vicinity was working hard<em>.<\/em> One of many thoughts that were entertaining me through my experiences that day. Across the street from the clinic, before entering, I was extremely <a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/10858412_913930175298269_5558176620491206313_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-2908\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/10858412_913930175298269_5558176620491206313_n-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"10858412_913930175298269_5558176620491206313_n\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/10858412_913930175298269_5558176620491206313_n-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/10858412_913930175298269_5558176620491206313_n-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/10858412_913930175298269_5558176620491206313_n.jpg 500w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>distracted by a deck of cards strewn about on the street. It looked like nearly the whole deck. I felt they had a message for me. I kept picking them up until I finally pulled myself away. No message really came. Aside from the idea that getting back on the Lithium was definitely the best option. I recognized that my fascination with the cards was a signal not to be ignored. What do you know? Clinic was across the street. Being a Physician myself, I was thoroughly entertained by my 7 minutes in the clinic. Most of the time was talking about how much the visit would cost, $170 USD, and processing the payment. Few questions were asked by the Assistant. I was led to an exam room. No word of a lie, the doctor opened the door, slowly walked towards me as he spoke a few sentences. He finished writing the prescription <a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1512286_913931655298121_1895255468148136093_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-medium wp-image-2907\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1512286_913931655298121_1895255468148136093_n-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"1512286_913931655298121_1895255468148136093_n\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1512286_913931655298121_1895255468148136093_n-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1512286_913931655298121_1895255468148136093_n-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1512286_913931655298121_1895255468148136093_n.jpg 540w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>that presumable he had started outside the exam room. Handed me the script he just ripped from his pad, turned around and left the room. He was talking all the while.\u00a0 In slow, steady progress, he did not pause.\u00a0 Constant motion. It was almost as if he was on an automatic track, like when you order sushi in Vancouver and it comes around on a belt, cutely seated on a tiny boat. My best attempt to describe the scene I witnessed. The absolute most <i><b>efficient <\/b><\/i>Doctor patient meeting I had <b>ever<\/b> witnessed. Un-fucking-believable. I have heard myself say many times that some Medical Offices are in the business of printing money.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">I failed to mention that on my way to the clinic, I came upon the Pharmacy recommended by the Hilton Hotel Concierge. I stepped in there first. I have my collection of pet ideas. Expansion of <a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/IMG_2684-1.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-2911\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/IMG_2684-1.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2684-1\" width=\"368\" height=\"262\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/IMG_2684-1.jpg 460w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/IMG_2684-1-300x213.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 368px) 100vw, 368px\" \/><\/a>paramedical professionals&#8217; duties is one of them. I was curious. If all I needed was to refill a script that I was taking back home, it would be expedient for the pharmacist to just fill it for a week or two&#8217;s worth of pills.\u00a0 Save the system both time and money. Hard to imagine a patient obtaining Lithium for illicit purposes but Truth <b>is<\/b> Stranger than Fiction. The pharmacist and I had a lovely conversation and rapport. She agreed with me but felt her Professional Standards would be breached if she complied with my request. She put a positive word in for the clinic down the road. Should not take me too long. She was right on that note. The only problem is if one is attached to their money. Luckily in this instance, that was not the case. Why spend less, when you can spend more? That is what I always say. I love collecting experiences and then telling about them.<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Returning to the Pharmacist, she processed me immediately and charged me about $5 for my script. <a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/906826_496724063727229_894903313_o.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-medium wp-image-2928\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/906826_496724063727229_894903313_o-217x300.jpg\" alt=\"906826_496724063727229_894903313_o\" width=\"217\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/906826_496724063727229_894903313_o-217x300.jpg 217w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/906826_496724063727229_894903313_o-743x1024.jpg 743w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/906826_496724063727229_894903313_o.jpg 1167w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 217px) 100vw, 217px\" \/><\/a>That was Easy. If I had my red Easy button, I would have pushed it both at the Doctor&#8217;s office and the Pharmacy. I took my missed dose with the bottle of water provided at no charge from my Friendly Neighborhood Pharmacist. As soon as I left the store, I felt 100% back to normal. Laughed out loud. It was my sense that I was supposed to have that quirky little experience \u2026 just so that I could live to tell the tale. I feel that happens a lot to me. It is fun \u2026 except when it is not.\u00a0 The high energy of Doreen Virtue was more the factor than the lack of Lithium.\u00a0 I felt fine for the remainder of the afternoon.\u00a0 The Lithium would barely have entered my system in those first hours. <\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"LEFT\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\"><strong><em>Do not want to waste a good problem!\u00a0 <\/em><\/strong>I try my best not to.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p align=\"LEFT\">P.S. &#8211; 605 in Angel Numbers means God is helping you change your work life so that your spiritual and physical needs are always met.\u00a0 710 means your positive thoughts and prayers have brought much joy and manifestation into your life.\u00a0 Stay positive and connected to God through prayer and meditation.<\/p>\n<p align=\"LEFT\"><a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/10440277_800790676599130_1688755645194547154_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-2910\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/10440277_800790676599130_1688755645194547154_n-300x268.jpg\" alt=\"10440277_800790676599130_1688755645194547154_n\" width=\"300\" height=\"268\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/10440277_800790676599130_1688755645194547154_n-300x268.jpg 300w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/10440277_800790676599130_1688755645194547154_n.jpg 480w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>P.S.S. &#8211; I have come to understand how my playing with the boys follows this same reasoning.\u00a0 There is a method to my madness.\u00a0 Trust me.\u00a0 I call it field work.\u00a0 Some jobs are more unusual than others.\u00a0 Working on a story that has even surprised me called, <strong><em><a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/?p=2885\" target=\"_blank\">You Are The Lover and The Loved<\/a>.\u00a0 <\/em><\/strong>Not sure it will make it before Christmas.\u00a0 I follow my inspiration.\u00a0 I do not know about you but in my hands experience is the best teacher.<\/p>\n<p align=\"LEFT\">P.S.S. &#8211; I am following my own Christmas Wish.\u00a0 Disclosure.\u00a0 December 12, 2014 I received a huge intuitive nudge to look at this story.\u00a0 Next nudge:\u00a0 publish same day.\u00a0 Not sure why. \u00a0 Seems I am on a\u00a0<em>need to know\u00a0<\/em>basis.\u00a0 I have come to trust that. <a href=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/221065_532987366767565_492626635_o.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-2912\" src=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/221065_532987366767565_492626635_o-1024x858.jpg\" alt=\"221065_532987366767565_492626635_o\" width=\"547\" height=\"458\" srcset=\"https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/221065_532987366767565_492626635_o-1024x858.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/221065_532987366767565_492626635_o-300x251.jpg 300w, https:\/\/disabledangel.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/221065_532987366767565_492626635_o.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 547px) 100vw, 547px\" \/><\/a>Sharing my perspective as always.\u00a0 Wrong?\u00a0 Right?\u00a0 Let me be <a href=\"http:\/\/dictionary.reference.com\/browse\/real?s=t\" target=\"_blank\"><strong>Real<\/strong><\/a> at least.\u00a0 Somehow was not able to meet deadline.\u00a0 One day late. Such is life.<strong><em><br \/>\n<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p align=\"LEFT\"><a href=\"http:\/\/youtu.be\/mytLRy32Viw\" target=\"_blank\"><strong>Something Big <\/strong><\/a>by Shawn Mendes<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>With built up excitement and anticipation, I took my two sons to see the movie, Pacific Rim on July 15, 2013. It was one day before my second hospitalization for mania and a few days after the movie&rsquo;s release. Kind of weird how it worked out. 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